Wednesday, December 26, 2012
I am so grateful for the coming of a new year, especially for this new year. It's symbolic to me of a very personal journey I hope to take. Need to take.
Lately I have been very aware of my faults. Of how very human I am. You didn't know I was human, did you? Actually, since most of you have never seen me in person before, I could be anything. I could be a robot. Or an alien. Or worse - - a zombie. I could even be a gorgeous supermodel with a perfect figure. But I'm not any of those things. I am just a very flawed human being. I don't know why I've never felt this way before. Maybe I have felt it and ignored it. Or maybe it's because with every year I get older (a human trait) and more cognizant of life and how fleeting our time here on this planet is. With every year I've looked back and have seen the same person that I saw the year before. I haven't seen a better person. A less flawed person. What a waste of time. I need to become better than before. And what is this life for if not to become? To become. I like that. I want to become. And for me, personally, that simply means to be more aware of who I am and who I can become. And then . . . do it!
This year will be my own personal journey . . . my journey to become.